Hair Today Gone Tomorrow!

Today was a rude awakening. As I run around trying to do house work so my husband has a lighter load when he gets home, I realize that this is a major turning point on my emotional roller coaster. I was messing with my hair and I noticed there was a handful of hair in my hand. WOW, what a scary thought, I am really starting to lose my hair. The loss of power and control of what is happening to me is gone, but I still have the power of how I handle what is happening. I am scared, and lost, but I know it is just hair and it will come back. I know my family and friends are going to be here for me and help me realize I am beautiful with or with out hair. We are having Misha cut my hair how ever she may wish, with a professional photographer taking pictures so we may remember the new bump on the roller coaster ride. Misha is excited to be able to do this and I am so happy to have her ride on the coaster with me and hold my hand the whole time.