Seriously!

Today I had chemo, it was much nicer than last time, but I am definitely done. I wish I could jump into a bubble and float away and just watch all my cares and illnesses stay on the earth. I want to be normal again and to be able to just relax cause I want to not cause I have too. I understand why this is going on (but I want it to end already). God has me learning a lesson right now, what that is I am not sure yet, but I will someday. I know I can handle it and I know I need to rest, but really I am not a resting kinda girl. If it were not for all my friends and family it would really hard to be strong, but you all have made it easier. THANK YOU!!!!